I found yet another reason to be pissed about my hard drive crashing. Lost all my writing. It's basically like I don't exist before March 2010.
I did come across a few of my old blogs from right around when Iris was born that I happened to save on Timm's computer (that I had copied and pasted from Myspace before canceling my account). Maybe it's just because it's me walking down my own memory lane, but I found them amusing.
And it made me realize that I use my blog these days as a place to vent. And no one likes to read a litany of complaints (no one likes to hear them either, which is, I guess, why I write them in my blog). Anyway, I guess I don't really care, I just wish my wit and writing ability were still as sharp as they were 4 years ago. I guess being away from academia and adult interaction dulls that sort of thing.
My mom refers to the 80s as her lost decade (lost because she was mothering 2 young children). I wish my lost decade had a quick, easy title. The Early Two Thousands? Doesn't have as nice a ring. I will accept your suggestions.
But, yeah... reading back on the few blogs I have from when Iris was first born, I can sense the beginnings of my losing touch with the world around me. At least then I had a job, regularly got out of the house, without children. Now I am in the full swing of My Lost Decade. I hope nothing awesome happens, because I won't remember it. At least I have my blog to look back on and remember my complaints about other things that aren't awesome.
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